The past week wasn't realli a good one ...... Sigh ...... i became like two differ person , which i , myself find it scary ..... serious , no joke , i m scare of myself , scare coz i dunno wat i will do or say ...... like heck care wats gonna happened or will happened .
i became beri cold towards alot of ppl n things , i oso cant come up wif an ans to it .......
this ass will soon be flying back to thailand for awhile , too much things had happened recently oso dunno where to start from juz feel like sighing onli .
First is work , losing the heart for the work , will be leaving for sure . but still need to find someone to take over me ....... juz thinking of it , gives me a headache .
den there is Wei Xiong , still on a long road of recovery , Get well soon
Den my Xiao Mei havin problem of her own , wasn't too much of a help to her oso , jiayou
den there is Gina , oso having loads of problems too herself , be strong ok ?
and a big blow to me , i dun wanna tok about it oso lead me thinking of how short n weak lifes can be ....... starting to hav a greater understanding or things ard me , gonna work harder to make a point , kinda stop my hobby n passion of riding , due to some reasons . time is running realli short on me now
n as for HER , there so much i wanna say n so much i wanna complain , and yet i m still protecting her , i m be an idiot or something ..... loads of ppl told izit worth it ? yet i , myself dun have an ans .
"I wanna start anew" , will this be a false hope ? i dunno sigh , juz wanna work hard n save up ..........
i m gonna redo my house , anyone got any ideas to share ....... hopefully redo my house , making it feel more like a home wif a fresh look , comes a fresh start , comes a better me ......
ELF4
Its a "WE" , Not a "YOU" or a "ME"
Phase of the day : Be thankful of wat u have , n not complain wat u dun have .
2:09 AM
Friday, September 4, 2009
那 一扇车门
关出 我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱 无法均分
以后 就留给你们
也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人
* 容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
** 你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有借口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人
Repeat *,**
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒 就等他带你完成
Repeat **
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人
Shimei thanks for intro-ing this song to me
1:58 AM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
OUR STORY STARTED ON 29th Nov 2007 , ENDED ON 16th Aug 2009 3.42 am THANKS FOR THE 632 days .......
8:03 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Hey u all gotta check this out , its pure madness n with an "OUCH"
beri sian at work , add 2 new songs to my playlist , dun wanna see wat i blog , but please enjoy the 2 new songs
3rd on the playlist is a chinese song
-Zeng pei ci (Pets) Lei le - OST from a chinese drama "Zhong Ji San Guo"
storyline is based on the 3 kingdoms , for those who wanna noe about the 3 kingdom in a funny n easy way , watch it on youtube.
4th on the playlist is a korean song
-WonderGirls This Time
this is one of many many i like from them .
hope u all like the songs ..... will try to update more
601days ^^
HEILUVBAI4
8:11 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Rot Liao La My Blog !!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLX
sorry la realli lazy to blog oso , nothing happy to blog anot oso mostly all hurting n sad things , blog out let ppl laugh onli . so wat for blog rite , no one will understand so i oso dun bother lo
okok enough of the crappy shit , n all the bloody hu ha ..........
life goes on for me , my big wok on my back , WEE U WEE i can finally put it down liao , dun ask me wat is it , its a grave mistake i made due to stupidity ..... hope i got that word rite ....
normally i would break out my blogging into a few parts , its time for a change ( okok i m lazy , u happy now ? ) i will juz phase it in general terms n form ......
Recently not feeling well , dunno y oso , maybe the weather , food i eat , thing i do , time i sleep , etc etc , things juz dun feel rite , sold off my Trials Bike liao , cant believe it myself i would sell it off , kinda hurts , but bo bian , not riding alot liao . i miss my bed , i dun wanna go back home to sleep , always makes me think alot while facing the 4 walls , questioning myself over n over , again n again , over wat u might ask , thing i dunno n i dying to get ans from , but no reply . sux thumb lo , lan lan cant do anything ......
some new guy came to my shop to work , no power over him , manpower down to like onli 2person , me n my ah mei - Serine , working our ass off man !!!!!! police comin up like once every 2-3 days , SOT ......... got a few new online games , but dunno y i cant seems to find the heart to stay wif the games . juz dun have the mood like last time .
Wanna quit the job i m having now , but its seems like i dunno where to from here , alot of ppl , brothers , n frens all given me alot of ideas , but i dunno wats wrong , maybe the problem lies within me , myself .
Y everyone look at money so hard , i realli dunno y , simple is happiness , somehow there's alot of ppl not understanding tt . everything comes wif a price tag , please bear in mind .....
600 Days ................ thinking of the 1st day ....... 1year 7 months 3weeks 1day ?hours ?minutes ?seconds HEILUVBAI4
10:02 PM
Welcome!
Sometimes i wonder why i have this blog for ?
Who else ??? It's Me
Name : Eugene
Nick : Fyingpig , iissey , KP , Xiaopang , tkp , the list stopped a long time ago ......
Age : 26
DOB : 28th May 1983
Area : Bedok
In Love : -
School : BWPS , PYSS
Likes :SLEEP , GAMING , RIDING n EMO-ING ...
Loves :<">-
Hates :too much juz dun wanna think about
Hobbies :My Culture
Audition IGN : -XR-iiSsEy - lv 2x
CABAL IGN : Deathstar - lv 14x - FB
