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Wednesday, February 20, 2008


recently nothing much to blog about oso ,
haiz , last week wasn't a beri good week for me ...
reason being ?????
I BROKE MY LEFT LEG AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this sux ... realli .... big time .....
i even tot i could join the MARCH COMP ....
i think i can forget about it liao .....
sometimes i wonder y me !!!!!!
y my leg ? y must this happened when i m so in to it ?
realli sian n sadded , n i noe it will not heal ,
but i juz wanna ride , my dream was to hav my own bike shop ,
ride wif my kids when i get old , hope my kids in future ,
wont avoid me coz i old n like i dun understand them ...
ya , i noe i m thinking abit to far ,
but no harm to think further , at least there's a goal in my life ...

the pain feels like the first time i broke my leg .....
scared n in pain , realli dunno wat to do ....
I WAS LOST !!!!!! REALLI LOST .......
n tt nite , we all went to BIRD de chalet at DOWNTOWN EAST
we got there quite late , n ended up chatting the whole nite outside
the chalet , den went back in the day n changed up n back to the
chalet ...... wanted to sleep at first but dunno y all of us was
wide awake for some reason .... den WEI JIE n ME fell asleep

in the afternoon , we woke up n everyone almost there ....
food for the BBQ was ready , the fire was up ....
JOEY n DA WEI JIE help out on the food ....
n in the chalet ... WOW realli havoc ....
we shifted the beds to aside to create a DANCE FLOOR
n AH BOY went nuts , showing all his moves ....
everyone went nuts after seeing him dance ...
den i was waiting for my BIBI to come ....

BIBI had things to do so came abit late ....
den when she reached i fetch at the ticketing area ...
made our way back to the chalet , while some went to the beach ,
some stayed at the chalet , some help out on cookin n
some chatting on the stone chair outside the chalet ...
the evening was great , den its time for the birthday boy
to cut the cake .... everyone was waiting to get their hands on him ...
water , chases , fun n joy went underway .....

after tt the cake was cutted n everyone enjoy it ,
den we went to the acrade to ease off the nite ,
at tt point of time wasn't able to walk realli well
lucky BIBI was there to help me out ,
but den we got into a small fight n cold war session ....
n she needed to go back , n so we went off ...
ended up having the fight outside the chalet ...
started to cool off , had a talk over the issue ,
got each other's understanding n we made our way home ....

BIBI wasn't in a good mood this few days ...
reason being ??? her mum giving pressure n saying things
tt realli upsets BIBI , i noe she is trying hard to change ...
realli hurt to see her like tt n i cant be of any help ...
n above tt making her worried about my leg ...
haiz realli hope she can bear through it all ....
(BIBI i m always here for you de)

Work isn't realli working out well too ....
my boss is asking for a event asap ....
my brain is drying up .... lots of things to plan
having a meeting wif my guild position holders
this friday , hope everything works out well ...

THERE'S JUZ SO MANY QUESTION YET SO LITTLE ANSWERS !!!!

85 days n counting , hugs , kisses , juz cant get enough of it

HEILUVBAI4



THIS IS CRAZY !!!!!! OVERKILL !!!!!!!

11:51 AM

Thursday, February 14, 2008


After CNY .... 14th of feb .... VALENTINE'S DAY .....
a day which most couple r waiting all year long ....
well i had mine yesterday too ....
something which for so long i dun n nv plan anything for ...
13 feb morning counting money to bank in ....
haiz .... seems like AH SHENG is handing over everything
to me , like i cant do anything but juz accept it .....
lots of things in my mind rite now ....

FEB:
-DOWNPAYMENT FOR MY FRAME
-SICKNESS
-BIBI DE STUDIES
-WELL BEING OF GUILD

MARCH :
-AUDITION EVENT @ XG
-CHALET FOR XR
-BIKE TRIAL COMPETITION
-WAYS TO HELP BOOST UP SALES

APRIL:
-SCHOOL ENROLLMENT
-GUILD BUILD

realli in a mess now , sales not doin well at shop ....
boss keep calling n ask why this why that .....
hope things will work out ........
few of my worried on hand now .... realli dunno wat to do .....

BIBI haven been realli feeling well this past few days ....
realli worried , she cant realli eat ... hurts me so juz to c her like this ...
hope she gets well soon ......

met up wif BIBI after a short nap at home ....
she was playing AUDITION at my workplace while i m at home ....
den came down to meet her , den bump into MUM(-XR-DAIDAI)
she was meeting the rest for a show at PRINCESS....
den JASON (-XR-AOI) came after his hair cut ...
which looked damn weird somehow ..... LOLS
den i n BIBI went to get her stuffs den
had my dinner at 211 .... yes chicken rice ....
not having too much of this nowadays ......
den sent BIBI home asking her to make herself free at ard 12midnite ...
reason being ??? VALENTINE'S DAY of coz .....
planned out something in all my 25 years for my valentine
went through alot of trouble to get it done rite ....
get the cake since afternoon before meeting BIBI for dinner
earlier on , den went back to parkway to collect the cake ,
quite a rush coz the shop closes at 9.45......
den went back to my workplace , played AUDITION for awhile ...
left shop n went home to get something props for the thing i plan
den ask BIBI to come down at 11.55 ....
reach the playground at 11.48 , set up most of the candles ,
but the stupid wind super strong tt nite ....
finally got it all done , called her , ask her to come over ...
n the smile tt went on her face was PRICELESS !!!!!!

wished her HAPPY VALENTINE DAY , she blew out the candle
den we cut the cake which i oso dunno watever the hell for ...
den we ate the cake wif spoon of coz which i took out from my house ...
den took some pics n save some of the cake for BIBI de MUMMY...
dunno y i would go through all this juz c her happy ....
den she cried n so did i , realli love her alot ....
den i went back to shop to get my things done .....

den went home took a nap den came back to shop again ....
den stayed until AH SHENG came , den did my banking
den meet up wif BIBI after her school at bedok ...
den went to my place , i got changed den went to tampines
for lunch , we had AJISEN RAMEN..... haha
got pics too , realli nv tot i would take so much pics .... LOLS
den we went ard for awhile den get a soft board ...
something we planned some time ago ....
den made our way back to bedok ....
i think both of us were tired n fell asleep in the bus ....
woke up at the stop nearby the SKATE PARK
slacked awhile den AH KAI & CO came ....
chat awhile den back to my shop , checked some stuff
den sent BIBI home .... den dunno y i so tulan .....
DEAR SORRY , den came back to bedok n to shop
n blogged n AUDITION

78 days would u be my valentine for many years to come ???

HEILUVBAI4

10:36 AM

Sunday, February 10, 2008


Haven been blogging since 5th of feb ....
Eve of CNY sleepin the 1st half of the
day ,woke up at ard 8 in the nite ....
had my OWN reunion dinner alone ....
but no bad la , still got MUM's COOKING
which is always a great treat somehow ....
come to think about it , its been quite awhile since i last ate
my mum's cookings ......
den meet up wif BIBI after dinner ....
after tt cant realli rmb wat happened ....

1st day of CNY , need to work ... haiz .....
den finish up work at ard 5 pm
planned to go BIBI house to visit her parent de
but her mummy was in china , so called off
thinking of visiting them when she comes back
den called up everyone
for the gathering at BEN 's house to visit his parents
since he's unable to join this CNY realli miss him alot ....
first time i planning something for the FAMILY
7 of us used to be 9


1.BEN
2.Ah Khee
3.Ah Teck
4.ME
5.Sheldon
6.Tavern
7.Charwin

sms them to meet up at blk 55 prata shop
where we used to gather at .... LOLS
some of us came quite late ... LOLS
there was
Ah Khee , Ah Teck , Me , Fran , Charwin ,
Momi , Merril , Tavern & Gf
total of 9 of us , BEN's parent seem very happy to c us
coz its like we oso very long nv go visit them ....



BIBI look very bright tt nite , n she wasn't realli happy
coz we would suppose to go chiong
which i haven been doin for god noes how long lo ....
den i oso got fault , coz i told her will go wif her ...
but ended up at BEN's place ....
(BIBI sorry will make it up to u de)
after the gathering , Charwin , Momi , BIBI n Me
we went for supper near BIBI de house there
both me n Momi wasn't feel quite well
den after supper Charwin help send BIBI house den me


2nd day of CNY , realli was sick .... sian lo
den BIBI came over to look after me ....
den we both fell asleep until at night den went for dinner at bedok
den went to buy ticket for movie
the JACK NEO film staring FANN WONG & MARK LEE
but before tt we went to my work place for AUDITION
den when it was about time we found out tt
we r not the onli ones tt were goin for the show

jim
max
tiger
bird
daphine
pillow
hearts
and afew more

were oso goin too , den we went up together
den the show was great , realli funny , had a good laugh ....
den walked BIBI home .....
telling her things i nv told anyone ....
i , myself oso dun believe i would tell her ....
but still i did , den we reach her block ....
n we set down n had a very long talk ....
got to noe each other even more ....
den send her to the lift , kiss her good nite too
den made my way home , den talk awhile over the phone
den fell asleep not long after tt ....


3rd day of CNY , BIBI must be tired .... woke up quite late ...
den planned to meet up early , but she had guests at home ...
den we met up at ard 2 plus , den went to SIMEI ,
den took a cab to PASIR RIS DOWNTOWN EAST ,
had lunch there den went to PASIR RIS PARK for a stroll
which is something i would nv do ....
had alot of 1st time wif BIBI .....
den we went on to WHITE SANDS walked ard
den made our way back to BEDOK
coz i needed to work at 9 .....
den had dinner at BEDOK oso ....
den started work n BIBI went to the airport
to pick her mummy up from CHINA .....



4th day of CNY , finish work too tired liao
fall asleep at my workplace den woke up at ard 2 plus
got my lunch settle den went home to rest abit more ...
den woke up n got ready to face my greatest fear (joking onli)
MEET YOUR GIRLFRIEND'S PARENTS !!!!!!!!!
bathed , changed den took a cab to BIBI 's place
went to her house , wished her parent happy new year ...
den chat wif her mummy for almost 2 hours or so ....
den we went back to my place ....
den BIBI was sick , i think i passed it to her de ....
BIBI de mood changed after her mummy called ....
den she cried tellin most of her fears ....
which some of her fears was oso mine ....
had a small talk den called it a day n send her home ...
den came to my workplace to game n blog ....

74 days of wonderful moments wif my BIBI

HEILUVBAI4

1:08 PM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008


time realli pass wifout even being notices .... its been a week since i last blogged
i dunno even noe where to start from ... headache LOLZ
oh well ... FEBRUARY liao .... realli fast dun u think so ...
on the 1st got my pay in advance den went home slp ...
den work at nite .... den after work finally got to shop for mu CNY things
first went to BIBI de house to help her pack her room ,
coz she got project to rush , den found a dairy of hers ...
wif onli 3 pages .... LOLZ .... n there was something about me !!!!
Faint ..... u all wanna noe wat she wrote .... LOLZ ... come on get real .....
its her dairy ... its souly hers ... cant say .... sorry i noe i being lame ...
but got to hear from her , i m the 1st to read it ...
realli happy to hear tt from her .... she always puts the smile on my face ...
den her daddy came back from work ... n so we got everything done ...
n we were ready to leave for shopping ... YEAH !!!!!
came down , beri quickly we got a cab , but tt stupid driver ...
took a longer way tt jam almost half of the whole trip to FAR EAST ....
got abit tulan ... almost $20 sia .... wu siao bo !!!!
den alighted the cab , bum into JOEL n chat for abit den went on in ,
when we went in ... it was damn PACKED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
first we went to look for food , but in the end nv realli got to eat ....
starting to shop for my things .... well wats on my list..... Hmmmm

1.shoes
2.t shirts
3.anything tt catches my eye LOLS

Den bum into another 3 more frens of my ....
after 2-3 hours i found the things i wan but cant make up my mind ....
den we went to somewhere else to shop ...
getting tired coz haven slp since i finish work ...
at least we got a pair of couple T shirts ....
den went over to CINE hope to get something to bite
den CHARWIN called n say they r done ...
den ask to meet at CITY HALL at 10.15
n its like juz 20 mins away .... den we made our way to the station den
i dunno where we were goin n couldn't buy my ticket ...
den call CHARWIN & MOMI again to comform where we r goin ...
n told them BIBI n me haven eat den MOMI ask where we wanna go ...
n BIBI gave the idea to eat at a shop nearby her place ...
n so we went CITY HALL met up wif them n went to the shop ...
den we bum into AH HOCK who was workin part time for tt shop ...
den after dinner we all went back , n planned to meet up at 11am
the next morning to go town to get our stuffs ....
den BIBI n me went to my workplace to play AUDITION before goin home ...
when i got there .... KHIARIN told me AH BOY haven report for work yet ...
n it was already near 12mn .... called him , sms him ... no replies ....
den i sms him to take over in the morning ....


Sunday ... woke up late for the appointed time ...
den meet at BEDOK mrt station den bum into
AH DIONG , AH DI & AH LIANG who r oso goin to town ...
den not long after we reached ORCHARD , bum into AH PENG ....
he was waiting for MATT , so we waited together ....
now here where the real fun starts , we all went to FAR EAST
MOMI wanted to sell off her extra HP , onli fetch ard $200...
den went ard , couldn't get anything den we across the road
to get my shoes , where CHARWIN get a pair of shoe
n 3 tops ... den went to TAKA for awhile den rush back
to work to take over from KHIAIRN ....
coz AH BOY nv turn up for his shift ....
reason being , still unknown ...... haiz ....


Tuesday ..... woke up at ard 12noon , coz i need to give out the pay ...
den i looked at my HP , 30 miss calls ... FAINT !!!!!
den bath , chiong down to shop , called DEREK(boss) ...
he den ask me to give out the pay den bank in the rest ....
den when everything was done , BIBI came down from school ....
but before she came , got realli pissed off ...
her ex boss (CAROL) called n ask her to help back at DOUBLE C(PUB)
coz 1 of the old staff cant make it for work ... like wtf lo .....

1.i dun like her workin there
2.studies seems to be more important
3.coz of some MOTHER FUCKING PCB there(iwish i can SKIN him ALIVE)
4.who will let their GF to work in a place like tt !!!!!!

i noe i m being unreasonable , but i believe the 4 reason above ...
is more den eunff to get the msg over to her ...
i not trying to change her , but its for the better ...
would i put someone i love so much in a spot when i noe
its like a trap bla bla bla (u noe wat i noe didn't u ?)

KAOZ i m like blogging endlessly sia ... FAINT !!!!
can go write story books liao , maybe can become bestseller ....
LOLS ... come on man who m i kidding .......


den mummy call me suddenly asking me to go get PRAWNS ...
so we went to SHENG SONG n got some , went home ....
den had some time of our own , talk things out ....
which i nv do before wif my EX GFs ....
its realli nice to had her ard .... reason ???
i oso dunno how to explain ... juz a kind of feeling ...
realli hard to put it into words ....
den we went for dinner n she went back to do her things ...
den dunno y got abit worried n angry coz cant seem to find her ....
den dunno how come she came to my shop in a beri short time ....
den dunno y my mind was running wild in tots ...
alot of dunno n ? all over my head .... WATS WRONG WIF ME !!!!
scare she hungry went down to get her mac , but after the set
i buy , she went to get another set ....
she realli is a good eater , maybe better den me .... LOLS

watever it is , we will learn to LOVE , RESPECT , TRUST , HELP , ENDURE
& etc etc etc together no matter wat , no matter wat !!!!!

69 days n loving her more n more ...

ps: sorry for being selfish n unreasonable at sometimes ,
juz dun wan anything to happened to u

HEILUVBAI4

8:42 AM

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