Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Sian , dunno wat to blog oso ... so here wat happened early on today ...woke my BIBI up for school , i was still playing AUDITION ...n AHBOY was on shift ... SHENG came ... still having ppl owning money ...den handing over took quite so time ... n LELE was here too ...Having to go sleep ,waited for AHBOY ...after AHBOY finish he went home to change n AHDI n LELEwanted to take MC for the day ...so ME , AH DI , LELE & NICK went to eat at the same place ...my favor chicken rice stall again , NICK went to get his jeans alteredsaying of jeans , i haven alter mine .... faint .... plain laziness ....after breakfast cum lunch , we went to the polyclinic ...where we bum into AH DIONG , he was having SORE EYEScan't even get his eyes to open wide ... got 3days of MC ...n AH DI caem up wif a stupid idea asking AH DIONGto act as him to get MC .... LOLS ....LELE oso got her MC (2days) den ANDREW came too ...the plan went well ... oso got MC (2days)den WEITING called n ask where were we n he came over too ...n when everythings done ... we went back to my workplace ...AHBOY , BENDALENE (-XR-Saddist) & JOEY(-XR-MRinsane)were already here .... wif the place to packed ... i went home ....den finally got the mood to sleep thanks to the rain ...sms my BIBI to be careful coz its rainin ....n soon enough i fell asleep ... den BIBI called me when she end school ...n she came over to my place to see if i was ok ....n was still sleeping , n i think she was tried too ....n fell asleep beside me , realli lazy to go work ...call n told KHAIRIN i would be late for work ...finally woke up wif my head spinning .... bath ....slowly made my way to work wif BIBI ....den at my workplace we parted ... she was heading for home ...she needed to send her assignment to her classmate in her group ...but her lappy wasn't realli in her favor ...but she was realli smart to save another copy of her assignment ....den i was having a headache of my own ....my Guild's member list , BLOG n FORUM ....can't think wif a empty tummy , went to MAC n got a McSpicy Mealwhile on the phone wif my BIBI .... she was hungry too ...coz i didn't bring her for dinner (Sorry BIBI)den got into some misunderstanding but soon got rid of it ...kinda shouted at BIBI (feel realli bad about it)we both said sorry to each other ... n she was kinda down ...still trying to find out wat happened ...realli wanna noe ... but she fell asleep ....Sigh ... finally everything done ... the gang went back early ...but sales was bad .... its 6 in the morning ... onli 8 customers ...I'M SO DEAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Haiz .... realli getting restless nowadays realli can't bring myself upto do anything rite .... i m tired , very tired , realli realli tired ....i told BIBI , i needed a holiday juz to put myself at ease ....will that day day come , hmmmm .... i wonder ????2month & 1 day (62days) loving my fishball so much ....HEILUVBAI4
1:34 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
Didn't realli feel like blogging this few days ... reason being ... i oso dunno y too ...dunno y havin this feelin tt i will lose my BIBI ... so scared ... scare to dun feel the love she need ,scare i can't give her wat she need ,scare i can't be there for her ,scare i do things she dun like ,scare i lose my temper on her again ,scare i over feed her ,scare she dun like my life style ,scare she dun like my Brothers ,scare her mother disapprove me being wif her ,scare i will put her in a spot when its comes to my n her mum ,scare not enough sleep ,scare she can't wake up ,scare she can't cope wif her schoolwork ,scare she will quit school ,scare of alot of things ...Haiz , juz feel hopeless sometimes dunno y oso ...maybe tts its to be ba ... hope all this scary scary things can be overcome ...she's be there for me when i needed her ... dunno can i do the same for her ...realli dun wan to lose her , juz happen tt she mean alot to me ...its juz awhile onli since we finally got together , but it feels like forever...n tts wat i wish for ...BIBI "if there's anything i say or do to make u upset , I'M SORRY .... "Wif CNYard the corner , still alot of thing haven do ... AIYO !!!!!Hair cut .... check! (UGLY LO !!!!!)Jean .......... check! (haven alter)Shoes ........ check!Tops .......... Error! (haven buy ah !!!!)still got but i cant remember liao ... STM suddenly kick in ...Echo lite for $350 wifout fork ... haiz lan lan take lo ....i gave SAM my word liao .... hope i can ride better for the frame ...March comp still thinking should i join anot ...finish work yesterday morning , hand over as usual ...went shopping for thing in the shop wif the company ofJIM(-XR-SpArKs) & AH HUA(-XR-WangZii)den along wif breakfast cum lunch all in one ...at where ??? where else ??? 211 lo ...my favor chicken rice stall .... like wat JIM said"dunno y we dun get sick of the chicken rice , its been so many years liao"HAHA , its like a drug lo .... u will juz go back for more n more ....sound scary rite ... but realli u should try ....n was suppose to meet up wif FANG MING(-XR-DuSt)& JOANTHAN(-XR-JoNjOn) n go BUGIS to buy clothesden later meet CHARWIN & KAI for a ride ...got home den lay down on bed den ............ZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzi fell asleep ..... siao liao .... GG liao lo ....woke up at 10 plus in the night ... call BIBI(she must be worried sick)den meet her for supper , den walked her home ...had a chat wif me her under her block ......den back to bedok , met up wif the rest of the gang ,got to watch my animes , den blog n waiting to wake my BIBI up at 7amden later maybe goin to BUGIS wif AH HUA , LARRY , etc etc ...GATHERING on last sunday i tried to take my hands off ...wondering will there be ppl who will take it up n do it ...n yes there were , JIM & CHERYL (-XR-DAIDAIx3)went n got the cake n the thing needed for the birthday party ...n its seem everyone got wat the wan or need ,n i got the sleep i long needed ... LOLS ...TAGGY on the blog removed ... wasn't realli happy about it ...but had to put it aside for the time being ... there more importantthings to be done ...61 days (2 months since 29-11-07)i love uHEILUVBAI4
2:41 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Yesterday nothing much happened until ard 9 plus , when BIBI finish her school ...n came back to meet me , CHARWIN & MOMI for dinner at 85 market ...went to AH DIONG's stall but he wasn't there , so our guess is he went to ZOUK ...den we start making fun of the name ZOUK ... den after dinner dunno where to go ...CHARWIN gave the idea of rounding in the car ard singapore , n we did ...first went to CHARWIN 's house to get the car , den off we went ...first e went to the route (99turns) den up KENT RIGDE PARK (i think spell wrong)LOLS its was a great view up there .... slack awhile den went off toWEST COAST PARK ... CHARWIN seem to be dying to go there ....which he went wif MATT once n stayed there for 4HOURS juz playing there ....n so we reached WEST COAST PARK , n off for loads of fun ....feel like we got younger somehow .... played almost everything we came across ...n not long after tt we were all beat .... LOLS den went a jetty look alike spot ...the wind was great , the night was wonderfully .... den we went to mac for supper ...n when we finish our food , made our way to the car den something reminded meof my childhood living in WEST COAST area before my father pass away ...n come to think of it ... its been 20 long years since i last stepped foot there ...ask CHARWIN for a favor to bring me to my old house which i long to visit ...(brother thankz again) climenti west street 2 block 724 #05-188i can still remember it like it was juz yesterday onli ... ask CHARWIN to waitn i went upstair wif BIBI , alot alot of things came back to me ...first was the letter box where my dad set me when i got bitten by a dog ,den the view of the carpark from upstair which i always waited formy dad to come home ... realli feelin like crying , but wat good can it do ...its been 20 years already ... 20 long years ... my brother should 20 this year ...so many so many things came back to my mind .......my uncle said i was lucky tt my mother choose me over my brother ...until now i still dun understand ... i realli dun ... all my question , worriesfor some many year still not having an answer to ...if i ask my mum , its gonna be hard for her as its for me ....juz prey tt my brother is better off den wat his elder brother is now ...so much thing bottle up for over 20 years ....haiz ....well i guess this is life ... i even called my mother to comfirm tt i m wasat the rite places ... wif a shock tone my mum said YES tts the place ...came down n got into the car ... tears rolled down my face ...i oso dunno y ... den tried to cool down abit .. den BIBI asked me"wats wrong ?" so i started to tell her the story of a family whom fatherdead at early age n almost everything i could remember ....i still wanna thank my mother for not givin up hope on me ...which i dun hav any at all to start wif .... all the pain n hurt i've given her ...when will i realli be like the age i m .... i've always been a quitter ...always thinkin i cant get this done ,cant get that done ...when will i snap out from it .... i realli wonder ...den the next place we went was CHARWIN's school ...which look like a factory .... LOLSsoon everyone got tired ... so called it a day .... which didnt realli end for megot back to bedok , coz BIBI wanna play AUDITION anyway my hand osoitchy .... den the rest of the gang was at the usual coffeeshop 204 again ...had a short chat n went up to my workplace ... which came the real problemthe MAIN ADMIN COM ke siao lo ... faint ... almost called 995/911the problem came at 5 am den i tried all the way i can think to fix it ...so i had to call VICTOR .... but he said he was dead tired ...n so i was left to die alone .... LOL the matter went on even untilSHENG came to take over MONKEY's shift (-XR-AhBoY)my mind shut down liao cant think rite ...didnt care ... ask MONKEY n WEITING for breakfast ...AH DI oso came for breakfast ... had a long chat for like so 2 hours ...tts some beri long talk ... got house n into bed about 3pm in the afternoon ...n BIBI went ot school n even get her hair done .... SHE LOOKED GREAT !!!LOLS ... den i was almost late for work ... n i found out alot of thing ...my stock went wrong but my shift ... still trying to find out ...BIBI came down n got me dinner n supper den sent to take a cab ...n she reached home soon after , n went to bed n i came back to work ...still abit tu lan cant watch my ANIME on CRUNCHYROLL .... kaoz ...59 days n loving her more n more ....HEILUVBAI4
1:47 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Yesterday didnt blog , coz went riding wif CHARWIN .... met him ard 6 plus at bedok ... didnt realli have the form to ride tt day , dunno y too ...
had dinner at my favor chicken ride stall again .... LOLS
n on wif riding ....Sweet CHARWIN needed to get some cream for MOMI
we first went to a clinic in chai chee for the cream ...
den we went ard the area , n got stopped by a guy
i think his name was JOKIO or something ....
coz he was into BIKETRIALS .... which had not been riding for quite sometime ...
after a short chat we exchanged number as he was stayin in SINGAPORE
n wans to noe more about the sport in SINGAPORE ....
n even wanted our help to find a new bike .... LOLS COOL!!!!!
den at the same time KAI was on his way to get his frame ....
which i tot he went to got it the other day , but his bank account wasn't updated
den after a few hours of ride i could SIDE HOP to a high which i had nv done before ...
den came CHARWIN to top me off wif a APUI HOP the same height i hopped up ...
realli he's good , better den ever ... ELITE is the class he wants to reach in 2008
he wans to make a mark for himself in the sport he shown so much passion on ...
but after we went to another area he MISS QUE n hit his knee ....
n its painful tts all i can tell u (kana alot of times liao "ME")
BRO THANKS FOR EDiTTING THE PICS .....
sit we kinda ended the ride there ... so i sms my BIBI asking her to meet up..
n so she did , n KAI was on the way back to meet us too ....
den we made our way to BEDOK MAC for a rest n waited for them to come ...
n this silly KAI went home first which we already ask him to meet us ....
at BEDOK first coz we ended the ride .... den he rode down wif a fren ...
den later followed by SENG .... BIBI stayed at my workplace for AUDITION ...
den we all went over to KAI 's house downstair to look at the GU FRAME ...
den while fixing SENG 's bike i think we made too much noise ...
the POLICE came .... shit luck ... but these police officers were nice ...
had a chat n they went off n so did we ...
met up wif BIBI at my place den went for dinner cum supper LOLS
den was wanting to send her home but she wanted to go back herself ...
which i noe she didnt mean wat she said ....
so when she got on the cab i sms her tt i m sorry for not sending her ...
den she send something back to me ... which warmed up my heart
asking me wheather i rmb wat i told her , so asked which one .....
(my money is ur money , but ur money is ur money )
"so y do i wanna waste my money when u say tt ur money is my money"
n so i went down to shop wif a smile on my face .....
den stayed until 7 plus in the morning to give her morning call ...
den made my way home to rest .... den woke up n met her for dinner ...
den i went to work .... sales wasn't realli good until now ...
went through our GUILD blog .... found out a few things ....
hais ... still trying to make things right ..... hope more members would help ....
haiz samethings not done , my hair , CNY clothes , money for the cake
etc etc etc .... the list juz goes on ..... haiz .............
HOPE MY GUILD CAN GET THROUGH THIS HARDSHIP ......
57 days n going on .... shoppin wif BIBI later .....
HEILUVBAI4
1:40 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Start off the day in a beri lazy way ..... went home after work ....knocked out cold on bed , i even cant get up the time i set to meet AH KAI & SENGcoz we were goin over to SAM 's place to get AH KAI 's new frame ....but i can't wake up , they bombed my Hp till almost low batt ....i still can't wake up .... i think if they realli drop a bomb beside me ....LOLS i think i oso wont wake up .... juz dunno y so tired ....finally manage to wake up at 6 plus in the evening ....got myself washed up , still in a daze .... rode to my workplace ...to meet my BIBI , when i reached , its like everyone was there ...got to noe she got a bit piss off wif me , sleeping for so long ....(BIBI sorry dun mean to make u worry)den the whole lot went to the usual coffeeshop 204 for dinner ....which i had noodles n BIBI had rice wif spicy pork ....den got to noe n meet -XR-Dolphin (Cassandra) in person ...wif tt all done , there goes work .... work work work ....toking about work , something veri disturbing happened yesterday ,when i hand over to WEITING ... My BOSS (DEREK) called ...coz sales was realli bad , the lowest of this whole month ...as usual like wat he will always asked"KP how come sales so bad , how m i gonna report to other share-holders"come on lo , its not like i wanted it to turn out like tt de lo ...realli sux thumb die ... tulan until dunno wat to say oso ...haiz wat to do , no point goin head on wif him ... i dun gain shit ...den he asked who's workin later in the nite , i told him its gonna be me ...n there he go again "KP ah , u need to do something ah"AND AGAIN SALES SUX BIG TIME !!!!!realli startin to lose heart in this job liao .... realli headache ...N as for guild matters , still trying to change for the better ...during work i got so bored tt i watch Heaven Sword and Dragon Sabre ..,dunno y always had the love for this type of drama showsHaiz , lots of things not did , hair not cutted , jeans not done yet ,CNY clothes oso haven buy .... DAMN i'm so dead !!!!!!But lucky i got someone close to my heart to warm n help mewhen i needed someone there .... BIBI thanks for eveything...56 days n countin hating u for making me love u so muchHEILUVBAI4
3:50 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
Early in the morning went to a near coffeeshop for breakfast before headin home... Had my Favor mee , went to 7-11 to buy milk n chips ....
got home took a shower den drop dead on bed until when i cant rmb liao .....
den woke up to the ring of my Hp , Sweety Dar Dar Hp appear on the screen ...
a smile juz went up , full wif sweetness .... she say she finish school reach somewhere
where i cant realli recall , she was heading to my place ......
so like the PIG i m , i fall asleep again ... LOLS ... Not long after she called...
asking me to open up the door .... got out of bed n to the door i went ...
when i saw her ., my eyes went wide .... haha she was wear a dress like top ...
which somehow made her look as if she wasn't wearing any bottom (of coz she was)
N wif her was my lunch .... but i was too tired to hav it , n SOOOO i went back to bed ....
YES ....BACK TO BED AGAIN !!!!! LOLS i got up time from time .
scare she might get piss off for coming all the way to my place ,
n i was sleepin ..... den she drew something which to me looks damn cute lo ....
so i join in too .... den again dun y we went to sleep again ......
got up around 7 plus in the night den we to my workplace drop my staff ...
den went for dinner was kinda piss me off ... when i was Q-ing for my food ...
some BITCH took my chill , spoon , etc etc juz like tt ..... WAH TU LAN ....
den after dinner it was time for me to work liao .... BI BI acc me to work ....
den played AUDITION for awhile coz her lappy havin problem
(poor Dar Dar , We will go get it fixed ..... dun sad ... k ?)
den Dar Dar went back home , den told something ,
which i was quite happy n headache about ..... (do u wanna noe wat it is ????)
(realli wanna noe ????)
(u sure u wanna noe ????)
(comfirm u realli realli wanna noe ????)
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(nah ...... dun tell u ..... LOLS)
Den the nite went on , but Nick (-XR-KINGx3) havin abit of problem ....
Due to stress , under pressure n not being understand by his baobei ...
things took a pretty bad down turn for him , hope he still strong.....
54 days n counting still strong n will get stronger de
HEILUVBAI4
Pic taken on -XR-solo event 20-1-2008
1:34 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Wow .... wat a day .... -XR- Event went underway .... its all good ....But can be better somehow ..... haiz , watever it is at least the msg was out ,coz some members felt leftout , which i oso dunno y ..... trying to do something about it first .... woke up at 1 plus by a kiss from my piggy dar dar (pull myself out of bed)got changed , made our way to my workplace for the event .....n something pleased me alot , someone came earlier to take the name for the comp ....den heard tt NICK(-XR-KINGx3) having a hard to wake WEIJIE & ANDREW up LOLso went JIM (-XR-SpArKs) to the help , but at tt point BIBI n me hungry liao .....so asked JOEY & MAX wheather they wanna join us for lunch anot .....without much thinking they said ok n off we went for my fav chicken rice stall at 211 ,without much time to waste , we had a quick meal n went back to shop for the event ...try to change my temper asking frenz to help out nicely , which wasn't as hard as i tot ...not much members took part , juz a few , but thanks to them it still went on ..... hehe10 persons for normal mode n 7 persons for Beat up , smoothe as it starts same as it endsGathered Everyone for a group pic , which as usually takes a long time ...pic to be updated soon .... n best part of the day is from BIBI sending me a SMS ....makin me smile n cheered up , wishing me all the best for the event as i was taking parts toodidn't make it to the finals but had my fun ....gotta feedback from member was might help out alot , n afew small problem came up but was solve wif the help of our love n frenship haha (sound so girly)den went for dinner wif CHARWIN & MOMI , went to skatepark n slacked ...catch up wif some of our riding frenz , den called it a day n i came back to shop n blog ......53days n counting HEILUVBAI4
7:09 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Slow day .... slept first half of the day , waiting for my small oink oink ...
planned to go over to bibi's fren de shop for BBQ SEAFOOD , but den .....
her fren was sleepin , so we waited for her reply .... 8 plus liao .... fainting LOL
so called it off , first went to my workplace , den off to bedok north 400 plus ...
wanted to go for steamboat , coz heard its newly opened $11.90 for audlts $6 for childs
n there's a westen food stall called "BOTAK JONES" cute name thou ...
but we went off to another place coz i find its funny for juz the two of us to eat steamboat ...
so we walked to 85 market for dinner , couldn't make up my mind of wat i wan ,
so let BIBI do the picking , she went over to AH DIONG (aka lighting bear in chinese)de stall ,
got us a soup n a pot of spicy sliced fish along wif rice , chicken wing n of cos drinks
got into a small misunderstanding wif BIBI , but all was fine after a talk ...
still learning how to control my temper , went off from there wif ah diong back to my workplace
haiz , sian needed to take over ah boy de shift from wei ting (not veru happy at that point)
but soon came to a understanding , told BIBI i made a blog out of BOREDOMNESS ....
give a smile n said "kinda like a ger's blog" (fainted someone call 995 for me ) LOL
52 days and counting , loving her more n more day by day .....
ECHO LITE 08 FRAME
Still thinking wheather should i get it from SAM anot .....
need to change my riding n ride ........
HEILUVBAI4
9:46 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
dunno wat happened to me , suddenly wanted to start a blog its like wat my mei ( shuling ) told me once ...sometime things r easier to write den speak up front ,true it is , maybe it me who's havin trouble tokin nicely ...i sometime hurt or piss ppl off , without myself noeing ...Even Ah boy (monkey) oso told me tt my temper needs to be control ,N if i dun , things might turn ugly ... other den tt , havin problem wif my guild (-XR-)Maybe we r too strong too fast , ppl r havin an eye sore on us ,Finding way to hit us down hard , n to make things worst ...FAMILY MEMBER r not helpin much , juz a hand full tts helping ,which is juz not enuff , n some even wan to left/quit this family ...but can anyone tell me , how is it tt u can quit a FAMILY ...things dun seem to be goin as plan ....getting the mood for riding nowadays , oso dunno y out of a sudden too ...juz feel great to ride again , even wif my leg like tt ...coz i noe my bros (charwin , merril , blue , joel) n frens r there for me ...if i go down on a ride , hopefully can take parts in the march comp ...its been 51 days since i n her got togther after the long wait ...everyday juz seem to get better n better , she's a great gf (juz abit lazy), but not too much of a problem , n to shock me . was she being able to get along wif CHARWIN TAN ... WOW !!!!! she's the first one .... LOLlike wat charwin said she might juz be the right one for me ... So i guess my search is over ..... HEILUVBAI4
2:57 PM
This is our first foto together 29-11-07 ^^
1:53 PM
This is our first foto together 29-11-07 ^^
