Didn't realli feel like blogging this few days ... reason being ... i oso dunno y too ... dunno y havin this feelin tt i will lose my BIBI ... so scared ... scare to dun feel the love she need , scare i can't give her wat she need , scare i can't be there for her , scare i do things she dun like , scare i lose my temper on her again , scare i over feed her , scare she dun like my life style , scare she dun like my Brothers , scare her mother disapprove me being wif her , scare i will put her in a spot when its comes to my n her mum , scare not enough sleep , scare she can't wake up , scare she can't cope wif her schoolwork , scare she will quit school , scare of alot of things ... Haiz , juz feel hopeless sometimes dunno y oso ... maybe tts its to be ba ... hope all this scary scary things can be overcome ... she's be there for me when i needed her ... dunno can i do the same for her ... realli dun wan to lose her , juz happen tt she mean alot to me ... its juz awhile onli since we finally got together , but it feels like forever... n tts wat i wish for ... BIBI "if there's anything i say or do to make u upset , I'M SORRY .... "
Wif CNYard the corner , still alot of thing haven do ... AIYO !!!!! Hair cut .... check! (UGLY LO !!!!!) Jean .......... check! (haven alter) Shoes ........ check! Tops .......... Error! (haven buy ah !!!!) still got but i cant remember liao ... STM suddenly kick in ...
Echo lite for $350 wifout fork ... haiz lan lan take lo .... i gave SAM my word liao .... hope i can ride better for the frame ... March comp still thinking should i join anot ...
finish work yesterday morning , hand over as usual ... went shopping for thing in the shop wif the company of JIM(-XR-SpArKs) & AH HUA(-XR-WangZii) den along wif breakfast cum lunch all in one ... at where ??? where else ??? 211 lo ... my favor chicken rice stall .... like wat JIM said "dunno y we dun get sick of the chicken rice , its been so many years liao" HAHA , its like a drug lo .... u will juz go back for more n more .... sound scary rite ... but realli u should try .... n was suppose to meet up wif FANG MING(-XR-DuSt) & JOANTHAN(-XR-JoNjOn) n go BUGIS to buy clothes den later meet CHARWIN & KAI for a ride ... got home den lay down on bed den ............ ZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzz i fell asleep ..... siao liao .... GG liao lo .... woke up at 10 plus in the night ... call BIBI(she must be worried sick) den meet her for supper , den walked her home ... had a chat wif me her under her block ...... den back to bedok , met up wif the rest of the gang , got to watch my animes , den blog n waiting to wake my BIBI up at 7am den later maybe goin to BUGIS wif AH HUA , LARRY , etc etc ...
GATHERING on last sunday i tried to take my hands off ... wondering will there be ppl who will take it up n do it ... n yes there were , JIM & CHERYL (-XR-DAIDAIx3) went n got the cake n the thing needed for the birthday party ... n its seem everyone got wat the wan or need , n i got the sleep i long needed ... LOLS ...
TAGGY on the blog removed ... wasn't realli happy about it ... but had to put it aside for the time being ... there more important things to be done ...
61 days (2 months since 29-11-07)i love u
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Welcome!
Sometimes i wonder why i have this blog for ?
Who else ??? It's Me
Name : Eugene
Nick : Fyingpig , iissey , KP , Xiaopang , tkp , the list stopped a long time ago ......
Age : 26
DOB : 28th May 1983
Area : Bedok
In Love : -
School : BWPS , PYSS
Likes :SLEEP , GAMING , RIDING n EMO-ING ...
Loves :<">-
Hates :too much juz dun wanna think about
Hobbies :My Culture
Audition IGN : -XR-iiSsEy - lv 2x
CABAL IGN : Deathstar - lv 14x - FB