Yesterday nothing much happened until ard 9 plus , when BIBI finish her school ... n came back to meet me , CHARWIN & MOMI for dinner at 85 market ... went to AH DIONG's stall but he wasn't there , so our guess is he went to ZOUK ... den we start making fun of the name ZOUK ... den after dinner dunno where to go ... CHARWIN gave the idea of rounding in the car ard singapore , n we did ... first went to CHARWIN 's house to get the car , den off we went ... first e went to the route (99turns) den up KENT RIGDE PARK (i think spell wrong) LOLS its was a great view up there .... slack awhile den went off to WEST COAST PARK ... CHARWIN seem to be dying to go there .... which he went wif MATT once n stayed there for 4HOURS juz playing there .... n so we reached WEST COAST PARK , n off for loads of fun .... feel like we got younger somehow .... played almost everything we came across ... n not long after tt we were all beat .... LOLS den went a jetty look alike spot ... the wind was great , the night was wonderfully .... den we went to mac for supper ... n when we finish our food , made our way to the car den something reminded me of my childhood living in WEST COAST area before my father pass away ... n come to think of it ... its been 20 long years since i last stepped foot there ... ask CHARWIN for a favor to bring me to my old house which i long to visit ... (brother thankz again) climenti west street 2 block 724 #05-188 i can still remember it like it was juz yesterday onli ... ask CHARWIN to wait n i went upstair wif BIBI , alot alot of things came back to me ... first was the letter box where my dad set me when i got bitten by a dog , den the view of the carpark from upstair which i always waited for my dad to come home ... realli feelin like crying , but wat good can it do ... its been 20 years already ... 20 long years ... my brother should 20 this year ... so many so many things came back to my mind ....... my uncle said i was lucky tt my mother choose me over my brother ... until now i still dun understand ... i realli dun ... all my question , worries for some many year still not having an answer to ... if i ask my mum , its gonna be hard for her as its for me .... juz prey tt my brother is better off den wat his elder brother is now ... so much thing bottle up for over 20 years ....haiz .... well i guess this is life ... i even called my mother to comfirm tt i m was at the rite places ... wif a shock tone my mum said YES tts the place ... came down n got into the car ... tears rolled down my face ... i oso dunno y ... den tried to cool down abit .. den BIBI asked me "wats wrong ?" so i started to tell her the story of a family whom father dead at early age n almost everything i could remember .... i still wanna thank my mother for not givin up hope on me ... which i dun hav any at all to start wif .... all the pain n hurt i've given her ... when will i realli be like the age i m .... i've always been a quitter ... always thinkin i cant get this done ,cant get that done ... when will i snap out from it .... i realli wonder ... den the next place we went was CHARWIN's school ... which look like a factory .... LOLS soon everyone got tired ... so called it a day .... which didnt realli end for me got back to bedok , coz BIBI wanna play AUDITION anyway my hand oso itchy .... den the rest of the gang was at the usual coffeeshop 204 again ... had a short chat n went up to my workplace ... which came the real problem the MAIN ADMIN COM ke siao lo ... faint ... almost called 995/911 the problem came at 5 am den i tried all the way i can think to fix it ... so i had to call VICTOR .... but he said he was dead tired ... n so i was left to die alone .... LOL the matter went on even until SHENG came to take over MONKEY's shift (-XR-AhBoY) my mind shut down liao cant think rite ... didnt care ... ask MONKEY n WEITING for breakfast ... AH DI oso came for breakfast ... had a long chat for like so 2 hours ... tts some beri long talk ... got house n into bed about 3pm in the afternoon ... n BIBI went ot school n even get her hair done .... SHE LOOKED GREAT !!! LOLS ... den i was almost late for work ... n i found out alot of thing ... my stock went wrong but my shift ... still trying to find out ... BIBI came down n got me dinner n supper den sent to take a cab ... n she reached home soon after , n went to bed n i came back to work ... still abit tu lan cant watch my ANIME on CRUNCHYROLL .... kaoz ...
59 days n loving her more n more ....
HEILUVBAI4
1:47 PM
Welcome!
Sometimes i wonder why i have this blog for ?
Who else ??? It's Me
Name : Eugene
Nick : Fyingpig , iissey , KP , Xiaopang , tkp , the list stopped a long time ago ......
Age : 26
DOB : 28th May 1983
Area : Bedok
In Love : -
School : BWPS , PYSS
Likes :SLEEP , GAMING , RIDING n EMO-ING ...
Loves :<">-
Hates :too much juz dun wanna think about
Hobbies :My Culture
Audition IGN : -XR-iiSsEy - lv 2x
CABAL IGN : Deathstar - lv 14x - FB
