recently realli dunno wat m i thinking or trying to do ..... like lost in the middle of some place i nv been to or even wanting to get out of .... LAZY ???? maybe .....
beri long nv blog liao , start to lose heart in a lot of things liao not speaking didn't mean i dun care or bother .... but i think its time for others to start doin something ..... for the group for themself for the ppl ard them PEOPLE ITS TIME TO WAKE UP !!!!!!!
losing heart in wat ??? sometimes i oso wonder myself work? frenz? money? myself? like i alwasy say too many questions too little time .....
love life is great , (BIBI thanks for being there) but there's alot more of disagreement goin on nowadays .... trust level still seems to be a big issue , still workin hard on it
work is starting to pissed the god damn freaking shit outta me the shop is like falling apart , staffs having their own problems n worries , n it comes to work , money is always an issue .... so i dun realli wanna go into it , computer tt sux r getting worst the internet connection is like **** , D line , blackout bcoming a huge set back to sales n the mood of the customers , which the boss noe n yet can still come ask why .....
Working like dogs n having our asses worked off , not even a call or sms "bedok ppl u guyz did a great job , try to keep it up ", come la juz a simple sms or call can make ppl feel the warmness n work for a better tml rather den having the thinkin of leaving this shithole ......
n fact it is i DUN WAN TO TAKE OVER THIS PLACE!!!!!! i cant take the stress level , maybe its not i dun wan maybe its juz my laziness ba ..... hope its juz tt ......
later in a few hours from now , BIBI will be in taiwan hope she enjoy herself there , coz i noe tt her school is a beri big blow to her , realli cant bear for her to be so upset , realli hurts me juz seeing her like tt ....
a whole week not getting to see her , wat will i do ........
something to cheer myself up , lolz i got my new frame KAI THANKS FOR THE HELP ........ hope can ride better wif it now .......
ITS TIME TO MOVE ON .........................
108 days n tons of hugs n kisses
HEILUVBAI4
1:26 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Haven blog for a very long time ... reason ~~~~ no mood ba .... i think tts the onli thing i can come to think of .... sum up wat happened recently ba ..... My Guild still the same not much changed since last time ... My leg was better but now not due to something yesterday (dun realli wanna tok about it ) My life still the same SUX !!!!! My money runnin very low !!!!! not getting much sleep nowadays .... trying to rediscover myself again .... coz ppl around me starting to feel tt i m getting lazy , but the reason behide is not i dun wanna perform . its i dun wan to be promote up to IN CHARGE coz SHENG will be leaving at the end of this month which i noe all along , coz he keep pushing things to me ... realli hate it , den my studies need to delay again .... fainted ..... haven been riding alot nowadays ... n a very disturbing news from CHARWIN .... he say he's having no mood for riding liao ... realli sad to hear tt n hard for me to accept it .... but i still respect his wish ....
i m realli very sick n tried to see alot of things which i dun wanna see happen but in the end happening .... my guild event wasn't a good one resulting to me not making another more in future tts one thing for sure ... all the hard work made not seen by ppl realli getting me down down like 10 feet down under .... there's oso ppl tts having a eye sore seeing us havin a event , freaking sore losers get a life !!!!!
as for me n BIBI recently having alot of fights dunno y oso hope it will end , n wif so much thing happening ard her which i m so unable to help out realli making me feel so sick n angry about myself , y is it always like this when she in need i not there , when things happened i not there to stop it , when she 's having trouble i cant see i cant help , i cant do anything , i cant do no shit man .... I FEEL SO USELESS MAYBE I M REALLI USELESS !!!!!
come to think of it .... i tot most of my stress would go away after all the event , things , etc etc there's like even more now ....
3 MORE DAYS TO 100
97 days n more oinking day ahead
HEILUVBAI4
11:43 AM
Welcome!
Sometimes i wonder why i have this blog for ?
Who else ??? It's Me
Name : Eugene
Nick : Fyingpig , iissey , KP , Xiaopang , tkp , the list stopped a long time ago ......
Age : 26
DOB : 28th May 1983
Area : Bedok
In Love : -
School : BWPS , PYSS
Likes :SLEEP , GAMING , RIDING n EMO-ING ...
Loves :<">-
Hates :too much juz dun wanna think about
Hobbies :My Culture
Audition IGN : -XR-iiSsEy - lv 2x
CABAL IGN : Deathstar - lv 14x - FB
