Haven blog for a very long time ... reason ~~~~ no mood ba .... i think tts the onli thing i can come to think of .... sum up wat happened recently ba ..... My Guild still the same not much changed since last time ... My leg was better but now not due to something yesterday (dun realli wanna tok about it ) My life still the same SUX !!!!! My money runnin very low !!!!! not getting much sleep nowadays .... trying to rediscover myself again .... coz ppl around me starting to feel tt i m getting lazy , but the reason behide is not i dun wanna perform . its i dun wan to be promote up to IN CHARGE coz SHENG will be leaving at the end of this month which i noe all along , coz he keep pushing things to me ... realli hate it , den my studies need to delay again .... fainted ..... haven been riding alot nowadays ... n a very disturbing news from CHARWIN .... he say he's having no mood for riding liao ... realli sad to hear tt n hard for me to accept it .... but i still respect his wish ....
i m realli very sick n tried to see alot of things which i dun wanna see happen but in the end happening .... my guild event wasn't a good one resulting to me not making another more in future tts one thing for sure ... all the hard work made not seen by ppl realli getting me down down like 10 feet down under .... there's oso ppl tts having a eye sore seeing us havin a event , freaking sore losers get a life !!!!!
as for me n BIBI recently having alot of fights dunno y oso hope it will end , n wif so much thing happening ard her which i m so unable to help out realli making me feel so sick n angry about myself , y is it always like this when she in need i not there , when things happened i not there to stop it , when she 's having trouble i cant see i cant help , i cant do anything , i cant do no shit man .... I FEEL SO USELESS MAYBE I M REALLI USELESS !!!!!
come to think of it .... i tot most of my stress would go away after all the event , things , etc etc there's like even more now ....
3 MORE DAYS TO 100
97 days n more oinking day ahead
HEILUVBAI4
11:43 AM
Welcome!
Sometimes i wonder why i have this blog for ?
Who else ??? It's Me
Name : Eugene
Nick : Fyingpig , iissey , KP , Xiaopang , tkp , the list stopped a long time ago ......
Age : 26
DOB : 28th May 1983
Area : Bedok
In Love : -
School : BWPS , PYSS
Likes :SLEEP , GAMING , RIDING n EMO-ING ...
Loves :<">-
Hates :too much juz dun wanna think about
Hobbies :My Culture
Audition IGN : -XR-iiSsEy - lv 2x
CABAL IGN : Deathstar - lv 14x - FB
