recently realli alot of things happened ...... dunno where to start from oso ..... its like everything in a big big mess....... 1st is work ..... got a promotion tt i dun wan ..... yes X GAMING is under my care now .... realli dunno wat will be the outcome of everything ...... DEREK giving alot of pressure which noone seems to noe maybe becoz i nv say ..... my wrong ...... sales faction , staff behavior , banking , maintaining coms .... alot of crap la ..... realli wanna blow up liao ..... still trying to cope wif it ..... now ber shag liao , haven been slpin much ....... good help are realli hard to find nowadays .......
2nd is my bike , yes its done ....... but wif the 1st problem on hand i hardly have the time to ride onli to ride to work n back home ....... tot my bike will be perfect but still got problem ........ gan tu lan ........ anyway this is not realli a big issue anyway .... still can live wif it ........
3rd is myself , haven been feeling beri well recently , maybe due to work lack of slp , lack of FOOD .... LOL realli something wrong wif me liao ..... i can feel it ......... haiz .......
4th is tt my AUDITION LIKE FUCK LIAO fingers starting to become retarded liao ...... dunno wanna train back anot ..........
5th is this new game call CABAL started off well , tot i cant make it in this game .... but i realize i sux in the game ...... frens tt start later den me r all high in rank n skill den me n wat m i doing ..... i feel lost ........ i cant seem to rmb wat i wanted ....... who was i to be ................ WAT M I ??? WHO M I ??????? REALIZE I SUX IN ALOT OF THINGS !!!!!!!!!!!
6th n the most important thing to me ........ CHONG FRAN ...... my gf ....... due the 1st n 3rd problem i ve been roaring up alot nowadays ........ i noe she putting up alot to my temper ..... i dunno y i m so worried about her ..... more than anyone tt had been into my life ...... i realli hate her .... hate her for making me love her so much ...... she n her mum not in good terms , maybe oso becoz of me .... coz always run out in the mid of the night to see me ...... stay out late to acc me , realli feel damn bad ...... n yet when she 's in need of a shoulder to cry on i m not there , n to make things worst i m the one who always make her tear .......maybe something i juz asking too much from her which i nv realize ...... maybe i m the cause of her pain , tear ..... maybe i m the seed of all evil to cause her all this pain ..... so many times when she said she hungry ..... how i wish to go get her something to eat to warm her up .... but i CANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have to fucking work work my freaking ass off ....... i wanna care for her ..... i wanna love her ...... but i nv did it ........ so scared of losing her ...... i went through so much to be wif her i dun wan anything to go wrong .........
136 days hope n wanting a better tml wif u
HEILUVBAI4
12:28 PM
Welcome!
Sometimes i wonder why i have this blog for ?
Who else ??? It's Me
Name : Eugene
Nick : Fyingpig , iissey , KP , Xiaopang , tkp , the list stopped a long time ago ......
Age : 26
DOB : 28th May 1983
Area : Bedok
In Love : -
School : BWPS , PYSS
Likes :SLEEP , GAMING , RIDING n EMO-ING ...
Loves :<">-
Hates :too much juz dun wanna think about
Hobbies :My Culture
Audition IGN : -XR-iiSsEy - lv 2x
CABAL IGN : Deathstar - lv 14x - FB
