Sunday, May 25, 2008
Kaoz when was the last time i blog i oso cant rmb .....power rite ... LOLZ okok i noe its lame ......lots of thing happened since the last time i blog ....n i found out something ...... ever since i stop blogging .....my temper went up alot .... maybe blogging was a way i used to channel all my problems , worries , etc etc ....the list juz goes on n on ....
where should i start off wif first ....... hmmmm .........
1)MY JOBrealli getting sick n tired of it liao .....under the kind of stress tts making me feel beri beriDEPRESSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y depressed , i m sure u wanna noe .....like someone told me , i m too soft hearted n i cant do big things .....which is wats brothering me ........first of all the staffs tt i have now r all my frenz ......and wif tt things r harder to voice out to them ....wheather its work or games ......making me feel beri leftout most of them ......so i tried to get myself more involve in watever's goin on ardtrying to be helpful ..... but always ended up backfiring at myself .....believe it or not , i sat at the stairway of my shop for more den an hour , trying to figure out wat or which part went wrong .....n to make things worst ..... my gf feels leftout when i start toking about my gamebut all i wanted was to be a part of the groupwhich i feel now i nv was in it at all ..... well so be it ......ITS TIME TO MOVE ON ........
2)MY GFrecently having alot of disagreement wif my bibi i juz dun wanna tie her down .....let her go chiong which nv in my life i would let my gf do but she i would juz let her go ..... dun ask me y ...i myself oso dunno y ...... she likes to walk out on me .....wah i tell u ah the FEELING SUX TO THE CORE !!!!!!!!always being drived up the wall yet i dun hav the heart toscold her ..... theres onli 2 reasons i can think of1)i m too stupid to understand her 2) she's juz too hard to understandwhich is it i oso dunno n i oso dun wan to noe .....it will make thing worst .......28th may is my birthday , 29th may is our 6th monthsjuz dun wan anything unhappy to happened on the both daysrealli praying hard .........3)MY BIKEWAH !!!!!!!!!!! its been like donkey years since i last rode my bike n realli break a sweat ....... doin alot of charges to the bike .....having the thinking tt my days for ridin are numbered ......better make best out of the time i have ........here wats on my mind
thats about it ...... hope i can get it done fast .....
n i oso need brake pads ...... headache ....... hais .........
180 days wif lots of hugs n kisses
HEILUVBAI4
11:07 PM
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
NOT IN THE MOOD TO POST !!!!!!!!!!!DUN ASK WHY , I OSO DUNNO ......SO DUN ASK ....... HAIZ ......160days le almost 6 months liao ^^HEILUVBAI4
7:14 PM
