realli hats off to JACK NEO , he can realli direct lol .... tokin about how money can turn a person into u can be rich n if u try to be funny wif money ... u will end up wif nothing ..... its realli singaporean worth the watch , n at the end of it ...... realli had me thinking alot ..........
yesterday was a pretty cold day ..... rained in the day strong wind in the night ...... woke up met up wif my mum , went to the temple , den to visit my dad ..... its hurts to look at his pic .... lookin at the year he died , the month n the date .... n its was den tt i rmb y i hate my birthday n y i nv like birthdays n saying birthday is nothing special to me my birthday is 28/05/1983 , my dad deathday 28/07/1989 i onli had my dad for 6years n 2 month flat ...... wat the hell is this ..... this realli sux ......... n the worst part is yet to come ...... when we r about to go off ...... watching my mom touch my dad's pic ...... its realli hurts me more ...... my dad is placed at Q6-34 den my mum was looking at the spot beside my dad's Q6-35 den my mind was like wtf ...... den she said there alot of empty spots , tts where my mind went nuts ................
den meet up my small piggy at bedok ....... rain again ....... den went for a late lunch at 211 den on to the movies ....... watching until a part where MARK LEE 's wife was taken away by the police ..... n there was a song a hokkien song (its on my blog too enjoy it , realli meaningful) was BEN sang when he was back singapore ........ den tts i realli cant hold back was when their mum was kicked here n there ...... i kinda tot of my mum .... n i realli started to cry ..... to think wat she's done for me ..... n wat had i done for her ...... i realli feel like shit .......
plans for now .... settle my things at this job now ... change a job , settle down wif her .... bring my mum wif me give her a better life ...... my mum gave more den half her lifetime to me .... its realli time for me to do something in return for her
den more to my worries , my small piggy kana hives rashes ..... pain me to see her itching all over ...... bring her to get some cream for the rashes , hope it goes away fast ...... realli love her alot .... i oso dunno y .....juz a simple mindset juz a simple word "i love her " its might juz be a word to u .... but for me , its my everything .....
259 days . n planning our lifes ahead ...... HEILUVBAI4
9:41 PM
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
hey hey , ok fine i blogging now , kana complain sia say my blog dead la , i lazy la , i this n that la ..... LOL realli lazy to blog ......
so wat should i utter rubbish about ???? let me see ~~~~~ okok first thing's first .....
@work, things seems to get worse ..... Weijieis no longer work wif me .... n now wif the start of AUG, n soon the end will oso come in no time the best help (WeiTing)tt anyone could ever hav is gonna leave from my wing to serve his NS in SEP 1 big headache , next is Cheng yan , he oso voiced out saying he will oso be leaving which some how i think i understand why oso coz he not realli earning much here ..... so i think its a good thing for him t o depart .... n so wif that comes headache number 2 coz he oso a great help from time to time .... n coming to think of who's left ..... Jonathan , Jim n me Jimalready told me once i can find a replacement for him , he will den oso leave n i believe soon to follow will be Jonathan .......so realli dunno wat to do oso ..... my passion towards my work is starting to die off for some reasons oso , juz wanna let the rest leave first b4 me do so too , i kinda noe wat i wan n where to aim liao ....
@Play ......the guild blog has new blood in the line , admin work should be easiler for now , arranging the state of the blog at this point of time .... n for some reasons Jim seems to be very stress n upset about something will try to find out ...... the things he posted on his blog ..... made me come to think of something Noone is realli helping him out that much ..... he's been holding on to everything alone for so long till now ..... i think he needs a rest too ...... okok enough of worries , here's a good news i realli happy to share wif who ever reads my blog -XR- HAS ONCE AGAIN TOP AUDITIONSEA !!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for all the hardwork put in , namely : -XR-SpArKs aka Jim tan -XR-xiaoKueh aka Ting Yi -XR-BuiBuix33 aka alvin aka xiao pang DO VISIT US AT Http://WWW.XR-Auditionsea.blogspot.com to share our joy in this year of 2008 ...............
@Bike .......i haven touch trials like for more den 3 months i m juz rotting at work ..... realli hope that i get it back up ... give new life to all 3 bikes ...... might need abit of help from Charwin who had always been ard for me ..... Thank you so much for ur years of understanding .......
@Money ......not earning alot oso , realli worried ..... maybe i resort to buy TOTO or 4D anytime soon wanting a bit of hope , juz a bit to be better off den now
@Love .....nv plan for this in my life , i ready to settle down but its about time i did so , been abit hot temper lately dunno y oso , worried she will leave me of my temper .... juz hope things will turn out fine ..... plans for future .... 1st of all change a job 2nd save up 3rd look for a house to call my own 4th do abit of a changes in terms of my temper 5th try to provide her wif wat i can the list juz keep goin on n on ..... i wont wan to take that step too ..... lol but realli wish to settle down juz wif her , n came to noe it takes two to clap , its nv a one man job , realli wanted to juz break down at times but knowing there's a her i need to look out for i juz had to stand up no matter wat ..... realli dun understand it myself oso ...... but everything is still good ......
@Mind ......as for now i realli dunno where to start or wat to do hope i can clear my mind up n noe wat to do asap ..... which time is running short for me now .......
@News .....came to noe of a blog ppl give hav a look its about the love for a true fren to another even after she dead, so please visit her @ Http://www.caiweii.blogspot.com Caiwei please take care ........
252 days of love , fights , hugs n kisses n many more to come
HEILUVBAI4
7:53 PM
Welcome!
Sometimes i wonder why i have this blog for ?
Who else ??? It's Me
Name : Eugene
Nick : Fyingpig , iissey , KP , Xiaopang , tkp , the list stopped a long time ago ......
Age : 26
DOB : 28th May 1983
Area : Bedok
In Love : -
School : BWPS , PYSS
Likes :SLEEP , GAMING , RIDING n EMO-ING ...
Loves :<">-
Hates :too much juz dun wanna think about
Hobbies :My Culture
Audition IGN : -XR-iiSsEy - lv 2x
CABAL IGN : Deathstar - lv 14x - FB
